It's been sometime since I had any post up!. So I've been doing some mail cleaning the past few days. I came across some e-mail addresses which I'm not familiar with and just very suprisingly don't remember 90% of them. Well it would not hurt to actually mail them to recharge the brains I thought and I actually messaged a few back.

One mail I have to put it here. I was suprised to get this reply when I just asked the guy to tell me who he was...

well, it's kevin(37, 157cm., 64kg).I like things to be discreet. Hope you know what is BDSM. So, i have peacock feathers to tickle your body, two vibrators for 2holes, a facemask, mouth gag, ear plugs, ropes to tie you up,a spatula for spanking plus licking, sucking, biting whichever you prefer and take on. chinese candles for sensation, clothpecks to bite your breast and vagina if you can bear some pain. But still this are of your own choice. I could just tie you up and let you hang above and just fuck you as i please.
So, it is all as what you desire as comfort and pleasure.
If you just need someone to hold you closely ,
If you just need someone to cry with you closely ,
If you just need someone to slap and wake you up,
If you just need someone to be comfort, pleasure,
If you just need someone to hear you out.
I will be there!

Ohh yes, at your own pocket money,suitable time and comfortable place !

bye dear, Just think about it.

37 years old fart and can ask me to bear the cost of all fun!!! Irritating.....

I've never heard this from anyone and decided to blog it.

My friend called me during lunch today to say he's in Town but sadly he can't meet me even for a drink because he'll be busy with his usual meetings and tomorrow he's off to some space....

He called me very indirectly for robbing his favourite lunch time hobby which is "Reading my blog". It was really cute when he said " as it is u've stopped blogging taking away my chances for cyber orgasms...".

I found it rather cute because I've never heard that term even during the days I was so hot on phone sex and cyber sex. So here I am introducing you all to a new term.... CYBER ORGASM!

I guess I'm turning my blog into something really educational. Can't wait to have my chance of BDSM so I can share with you all about it.

A friend sent me the list of Zodiac readings and I managed to read mine. The thing that impressed me was these two elements below. I almost laughed falling off my chair. If only the one I’m destined to read this blog I think he’ll call me otherwise……

Romance and Sex Life
You have a great desire to be in romantic setting, but you do not let your partner understand this. He will not be able to quite figure out your romantic nature as your outer crust is very cool.
In addition to this you say certain things out of your honest nature which will dampen your lover's desire. This may lead to lots of crying though no one will understand you even then. But still, due to your glamour and beauty many men will be interested in you and you shall have a fair share of men.
The catch here is: that if you learn over the years on 'how to handle men' - then you can have a love life which will make any woman jealous of you. You can easily win over any man and in fact tame him. Once he understands your sincere and honest nature he will be glued to you for a life time.
You will have a great sex life and shall want more of it all the time. You will prefer outdoor settings.
Thighs and upper leg are your hotspots.

Marriage
Too many proposals, is a problem for you. Selecting the right man from out of those is even more difficult.
The Sagittarian women are best of the home-makers and they decorate it with a great taste. They keep their men also in good shape and drive them to be more and more successful in work.
You can handle the affairs of the house well though the daily jobs look quite boring to you.
You have a great caring nature and you are loyal to your husband and shall stand by him in all the problems of life. You can be a big support for him in tough times. But, as you are not known to express your feelings eloquently, your honesty may sometimes be misunderstood.

Some time ago, a cousin sent me a sms joke that goes like this…. “Job Vacancy at Dunkin Donuts. Salary: RM3000. Male only. Uniforms provided. Shirts, tie and coat but no pants! Job: To make hole for the donuts”. I found it rather cheeky and saved it in my phone. Was too bored last weekend not knowing what to do I found this sms again in my phone. I got so excited and started messaging to a number of friends. Along the way there was one guy who replied…

He: If the whole was big would it be okay?
Me: The bigger the whole the crispier the donut! (Attached the cheeky wink in it)
He: Ha ha. So what u up to silly girl!?
Me: Nothing much. Just on my bed dreaming
He: What kind of dream? Notty dreams ah? Hehehehe. Don’t damage the donut ok!?
Me: He he. Donut is only for one NUT called HUSBAND! Nothing naughty….. Just lonely
He: Will try to hook you with someone. U take care now.
Me: goodnight.

I found that whole situation really cute and decided to blog. Anyway for the record, the guy is damn good looking and he is my neighbor’s son!! Question if I have been naughty with him will NO I have NOT! In fact I call him brother so don’t think anything is going to happen. This is the first time I’m flirting with him in this manner though I’ll admit he’s one Romeo to die for!!!

As I’ve mentioned in one of my previous blogs that a wise friends once advised never to mix feelings with sex. But! Typical women just can’t control their feelings always end up hurting themselves. With a certain people I think I get my share of sting too. I’d say it’s natural for any girl especially when they are not attached or committed to want to have sex hoping to get lucky with that guy –meaning that he’d be interested in her later for something more permanent.

Two days after decided to shut down my blog a friend messaged me asking me who Priya was and why is it that I’m closing my blog. The cutest part is he called me his favourite pastime babe. Anyway certain things he said made sense and I’m blogging back all over again. I’m sure he is reading this blog right now. If you are, please leave a comment here and don’t ask me anything in reality as it would embarrass me.

So he called me the other day to catch up on how things are doing with me. He asked me a very good question. “Are you still a virgin?”. I laughed replying, “Sadly I am”. He just laughed when I said sadly!! Right after that I told him “what to do? I’m still waiting for you to propose on bended knee with a diamond ring”. His reply to it was rather cute, “haiyo I’m growing old dear, having knee problem and I can’t go on bended knees…………… but I can pass for that diamond ring”. The whole thing was rather cute.

Now comes the real thing. That night I was damn tired. Got back home from dinner rather late and just dozed off. When I got back the next morning I was sweating shit!. Guess what I actually had sex with him in my dreams. It was really cool and I enjoyed every moment of it. Now comes the part in which I can’t express if it is a good one, sad one or something to laugh about…. I actually was crying at the end of it all. When he asked me what was wrong I only had one thing to reply, “I can’t believe I’ve lost it after saving it for so long!!!” and before I could see his reaction to it I got up!

Hmmm I wonder would I cry if I ever lost it someday after marriage…… Wonder what my other half would think? I know many people are already laughing their heads off but as for me…. Reactionless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Due to unforeseen circumstances I’m going to shut down this blog. This is going to be my last update. Many are questioning what happened last weekend. Well I had the best 3some with Andrew and Priya I will say. The best 3some I’ve had in years and ages. I can’t narrate much but all I can say is that I had a good time and hope you all had fun following the wild side of me.

So I opened up to a gal friend last month telling her actually how bad and wild I am. I laughed at her reaction actually. Yup eyes opened so wide while jaws practically dropped. Weirdly for the first time I'd admit myself that I'm practically a bitch and a slut.

It's funny how I have so many restrictions and believes of myself. I'm stuck in this cubical of mine. I don't smoke, I used to never drink ( have wines these days) and I don't have intercourse but I have never ending oral fun with anal too. Those has been like my best friends. I told my friend about how I'd masturbate in the office and she practically choked. Actually she practically choked when I told her how I'd go to the ladies to masturbate just because I've had a migrane...... yeah it's true. Her only reaction is that.... Gosh u're a pervert!!. I guess when I told another friend I'm a pervert she just agreed!!

Well maybe I'm a pervert because I got nothing else to do. I seriously need a life.

Concerns from friends about my future were also discussed. Would I change to be a faihful and loyal wife in the future? Well I hope to get a guy who would love to explore territories..... but then again if I do really get someone nice and sweet and believes in being faithful to one and only...., I don't see why I must hurt that nice innocent heart.... after all he has loved me more than I'd have loved myself to actually want to marry me......... (errr I hope he can satisfy me in BED)

Then again we would just never know.

People also ask me why aren't I feeling guilty about what I'm doing... well my only answer is that..... " I'd start feeling guilty when I am committed to somone. Till then I think I'd be a free bird in my own world, being careful yet enjoying it all......"

It's been sometime since I had any fun and the pussy has been itching for its touch off late. Next week I'll be staying out and I just hope Andrew is free to meet up with me because most of the time he's prone to be cancelling at the last minutes which sometimes annoys me to the utmost... but then again I can't do much because he's more a friend and bed partner for he is committed someone else. Nevertherless being naughty with him has always been fun and somehow relaxing because he's one of the unique ones who knows what I really enjoy.

L if u're reading this don't be jealous yeah.... I did ask u if u're free to meet and u said u can't confirm.

Anyway nothing has been confirmed... would i even be meeting anyone that night..... No one would have the answer to that but ME for now..... would blog it all if i do feel like it...

Gosh!!! It's been sometime since I actually updated this blog. Well not so sure if I should or not actually. Lately too many people whom I know is reading this blog. I'm just afraid the truth would scare them all away.. as it is I think I'm infatuated with one of them. So can't say much.



Just wanted to pen out one experiance I had with a 51 year old man!!. He was damn cool but the only thing is that he was not the kissing type and that was a major blow as well. I thought least he would kiss me and lick me all but he kissed me a short while and asked me to blow him off. That was really weird for me. I thought to myself then... can't expect much from a 51 year old friend.



Told a friend about this and she only had one thing to say, " how could u!? He's as old as MY DAD!!!" and inner thoughts are just " Screw the age... as long as you are good and u read me well why not?".



Eye brows raising yet? Hmm just sense some jaws dropping too.. OKay, enough for culture shock and shall type something better after this........