As many of you will know I’ve been having oral sex ever since I was 19. Now I’m 28 so it makes it 9 years. Within these years I’ve encountered many people. Some I’d say are truly assholes while some real genuine friends. Yet sadly amongst those genuine friends nothing will ever be enough for them.
Today I lost a friend. NO he did not die or anything like that but I choose to ignore him from my list. He has always been supportive and nice and good and caring. I guess the oral was not enough for him. He has been suggesting anal for the longest time and I thought to myself today why not I give it to him. The thing that was scaring me most was that it was his first time anal and I did not want to hurt myself. I never give myself in to anal virgins (so as I call them) because it’s risky for the girl’s side.

From the beginning of love making he was already getting out of control. He was rubbing his dick against my pussy which is another restriction in my game of love making. He was not only rubbing but I know he was trying to shove it in slowly. Immediately I just moved so he got the idea. The man who has always been good with his mouth, tongue and fingers refuses to lick me all of a sudden! Weirdly I was very clean. He just continued to try to get his dick positioned on my pussy and that really started pissing me off. His fingering was too rough and it was painful yet eventually I had my orgasm.

After that I gave him a blowjob. I guess that did not excite him enough and so he decided to suggest anal sex. Well I do trust him and did tell him to be very gentle with me because it’s his first time. But as usual, it was not as smooth as it was… can’t expect much from an ass virgin now can I? Well, the condom broke and he practically cum in my ass. That made me utterly furious and mad. I have just finished my period a day before and I will consider myself very prime at that point. Furthermore it’s a risk for a girl when you cum in her ass. Your semen becomes in contact with the delicate skin of the lady. She has to really clean it to make sure no sperms are stuck anywhere in her ass which can cause a little bit of infection if left unclean. So it becomes an inconsiderate thingy. The man leaves his waste and the women clean and will she be ever really clean? Well that’s a good question because the man is not going to do a thorough check on the lady’s ass to make sure none of his waste is still there or not! So I feel the whole anal thingy has to be done with much delicacy and care and gentleness.

I cornered him after that and he did not look as worried as I was and that really pist me again. I thought he was a friend but I learnt a new lesson, everyone gets bored of just oral at one point. Well I guess today proves it all. I feel really bad because I can’t offer more. “What the hell!!! You’re practically not a virgin then why play mother Mary”, many will ask BUT the fact remains…. YOU are not someone I LOVE!!!!! You’re just another person I meet. If you were truly the one I’m in love with then YES maybe I might loose it to you and that also when I’m at least engaged to you. I’m sure you think this is still ridiculers but alas, that’s just ME!!! Accept it or forget it all!

For all I know the guy might keep calling me but my mind has been set. He’d only remain a friend here on. Don’t want to get hurt anymore from people who can’t accept me and respect me for what nonsense I believe in.

As many of you will know I’ve been having oral sex ever since I was 19. Now I’m 28 so it makes it 9 years. Within these years I’ve encountered many people. Some I’d say are truly assholes while some real genuine friends. Yet sadly amongst those genuine friends nothing will ever be enough for them.

Today I lost a friend. NO he did not die or anything like that but I choose to ignore him from my list. He has always been supportive and nice and good and caring. I guess the oral was not enough for him. He has been suggesting anal for the longest time and I thought to myself today why not I give it to him. The thing that was scaring me most was that it was his first time anal and I did not want to hurt myself. I never give myself in to anal virgins (so as I call them) because it’s risky for the girl’s side.

From the beginning of love making he was already getting out of control. He was rubbing his dick against my pussy which is another restriction in my game of love making. He was not only rubbing but I know he was trying to shove it in slowly. Immediately I just moved so he got the idea. The man who has always been good with his mouth, tongue and fingers refuses to lick me all of a sudden! Weirdly I was very clean. He just continued to try to get his dick positioned on my pussy and that really started pissing me off. His fingering was too rough and it was painful yet eventually I had my orgasm.

After that I gave him a blowjob. I guess that did not excite him enough and so he decided to suggest anal sex. Well I do trust him and did tell him to be very gentle with me because it’s his first time. But as usual, it was not as smooth as it was… can’t expect much from an ass virgin now can I? Well, the condom broke and he practically cum in my ass. That made me utterly furious and mad. I have just finished my period a day before and I will consider myself very prime at that point. Furthermore it’s a risk for a girl when you cum in her ass. Your semen becomes in contact with the delicate skin of the lady. She has to really clean it to make sure no sperms are stuck anywhere in her ass which can cause a little bit of infection if left unclean. So it becomes an inconsiderate thingy. The man leaves his waste and the women clean and will she be ever really clean? Well that’s a good question because the man is not going to do a thorough check on the lady’s ass to make sure none of his waste is still there or not! So I feel the whole anal thingy has to be done with much delicacy and care and gentleness.

I cornered him after that and he did not look as worried as I was and that really pist me again. I thought he was a friend but I learnt a new lesson, everyone gets bored of just oral at one point. Well I guess today proves it all. I feel really bad because I can’t offer more. “What the hell!!! You’re practically not a virgin then why play mother Mary”, many will ask BUT the fact remains…. YOU are not someone I LOVE!!!!! You’re just another person I meet. If you were truly the one I’m in love with then YES maybe I might loose it to you and that also when I’m at least engaged to you. I’m sure you think this is still ridiculers but alas, that’s just ME!!! Accept it or forget it all!

For all I know the guy might keep calling me but my mind has been set. He’d only remain a friend here on. Don’t want to get hurt anymore from people who can’t accept me and respect me for what nonsense I believe in.

WILD WILD ME

It's been sometime now since I blogged. I had a similar blog recently but all of a sudden I could access my own blog. I wonder if blogspot shut down my site because it was too explicit? Anyway I'm back again. I'd try to repost my original posts in a few days time. Meantime well, nothing's been happening off late yet found a new term in sex which is BDSM!. It's suppose to be some fetish thingy. Wow I tell you, the sites I surf really turns me really on. I get instant wetness down between my legs by just reading the stories posted by people.