I sit in my office daily and watch my colleagues talk nothing but SEX. In every conversation it has to end up about sex. As it is I’m very allergic to the cold environment in my office and at times listening to these people talk makes me really horny. Yet, funny I feel all so innocent when I can’t join in the open conversation these people have amongst themselves. I’m unmarried and being in a big organization, I think it is important not to reveal much about myself because it will effect the way people perceive me. No doubt some will say they are open but I call them big time hypocrites. They are damn sporting and open minded till the day they get all the inner information about you and after that! Puff!! Gone…. Telling others what a slut you are!!! Damn people like this piss me off. Many years through experience I learn that most men I’ve met are all sweet talkers. They get very close to you while getting to know you and once you are in bed with them, next day away they go. Then after sometime when they get the itch they make a come back which is very annoying in many ways. But then again as people would say, these is what a fuck buddy is all about, just use each other for the bodies and pleasures and after that go missing from each other. Hey they have a life too! Sadly I don’t rationalize with this and still am trying hard to rationalize it all!

Along life’s road I think you tend to get bored of what you’re doing. Well I think things are slowing at my end. I’m trying to focus on how to stay innocent these days for I’m not sure what kind of other half I’ll be ending up with. Will he be a faithful prick or would he be the Romeo of the town………. I still wonder…………… As I sit and evaluate my life, I keep wondering how did I actually spend my whole life after my first break up, sadly I’ve never gone to any exquisite dinner with any guys to any nice places. It’s always been about sex, so much so now any conversation made with close friends, the only thing in my head will be a porn joke or a dirty joke!!! They call me the corrupted head! When at times I read the blogs of others having decent dinner and diners, I wonder have I really lost so much of my life out here by just having oral and anal sex! Sadly I’m still single no matter how much I prove to be good in my oral skills! Maybe I’ve been a pain that it’s difficult for anyone to crack my codes to who I am! Perhaps, I’m just a sex symbol to many who do not have any intentions of getting to know me. Whatever it is I guess I’ll be who I am…….

Hmmmmmmmmmmm this isn’t like my blog! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr shall update something horny the next time! Cheers!

It's been sometime since I've been thinking what to write in here. I've been thinking since I've not been meeting anyone nor have I been visiting my love torture chambers. Am I loosing the touch and passion? I seriously wonder..........I was told by a great friend that the quantity of men you end up with is not important but the quality time and times u enjoy is what counts. Well I'll agree with him.

Actually I told him how I shared a day with 5 different guy all in a day back to back and ended up cumming only once with each person! Well I cared for them all and that's why I do them all once because I'd be too exhausted and I just do it with passion!. To a girl, it's not easy to end up in bed with people they are not fond off. When I end up in bed it has to be with someone whom at least I enjoy sharing a conversation with and whom I know do value my friendships. Half the time we don't get to talk with fuck buddies, so you use the time you have by chatting!. If I'm really horny I'll perhaps seduce them. But for a long time now I've never gone more than a round. I guess I'm slowing down...................

Anyway met Andrew today in the LRT. It was so cool. Weirdly it was a decent meet :). He thanked me for the blog and I smiled. Later this evening I sms'd him telling him it was really nice to bump into him and he replied "WEll yes, it made me horny!" ... heheh that sucker ............. :)