My, so many people on the mails asking me what's my next post is going to be? Seriously I don't know what to write. I write here the actual experiances of what I've had. So no updates would only mean NO encounters!. Somehow masturbating in the Love Torture Chamber seem to much pleasure me at the moment. Can't believe how water pressure gives more pleasure than vibrators!!!!!!!!!

I've always known to be confused and very lost. In other words, a blur NUT!. I don't blame people for thinking of me in such because sometimes I do and am weird. Got to admit that..... Sometimes I ask too much from my sexual partners that I think people are even scared of me. As my friends will say, signs of desperados :p. Funny though sometimes everything seems very logical but when you sit and listen to others you realize what a fool you've been. I guess this is what happened to me and S.

Anyway S is back in life. Though I've not met him yet, but he did mention he'll meet me next week or so because I'm having the RED ALARM again! I'm now confused. One whole month of not making love to anyone and my ALARMS seem to be coming on time. Normally I get it only 3-4 months once. I guess I might have lost weight a little to allow the stream flow without defects.! hehe Okay I'll stop this guy's disgusting topic now.