So off late I've been going through Blogs that talks much about virginity and older man! I'm proud to say that I'm still a virgin and I look forward to doing it with the man I will love. To me it's something very personal and therefore I have to share it with someone whom I know is worth of it. Such time I've actually learnt that I don't trust anyone I've been out orally with, except for my Australian oral sex partner Andrew. So I've been thinking... should I or should I not? Well then I decided what the heck as I have nothing to keep anyway since I've abused my pussy with deodorant bottles and a 9" vibrator before. I've bled before as well. So I send Andrew a sms... below is the sms scenario between me and Andrew

Me: Hey there. How are you doing?

And : Hi. I'm fine and how are things with you?

Me: Well I'm good. Hey I've decided to loose it to you. So what do you say?

And: Wow! It would be nice to finally fuck your pussy. But why the sudden decision?

Me : What do I have to loose? After all I've had deo bottles and vibrators in me as well...
And : Well you are right. Your pussy is not a virgin pussy anymore but you've waited this long so why now? Anyway you still can tell your husband that no guys have ever fucked you before! Maybe you'd be getting married soon!!

I never replied his message.That small message session made me wonder the world in general. Now I realize how little friends I have and how many genuine ones! For I know, NO guys would ever give up an opportunity like this to just ram a girl since she's given a green light. But Andrew rationalizes..... The more he is sensitive to my feelings the more I want to give up everything to him. Yet he has a point! Why give up something, though priceless, just because people have been drumming ideas in my head!? Furthermore I've waited all this while, a few more months or years won't hurt....

Nothing hurts except the itch on the pussy on a raining day!! Guess that's the beauty of "VIBRATORS to the rescue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"